I'm always trying to kid myself that I am so aloof and do not care about anything. I am always trying to convince myself I don't need anything that everyone's so crazy about.
I know you don't even notice me, and I am just making my life miserable. I always thought that I'd be fine, because I am not concerned about your affairs. Who am I kidding? I feel empty when I read your posts and know they are about somebody else; you won't know.
I feel like those stupid teenagers that I dislike so much.
Why why why why why?
